Tristaeza

I'm so sick of deviantart you don't even know.

I'm so sick of this buggy freaking site.

I'm so sick of this slow, inactive community.

I'm sick of how EVERYONE gets their art stolen.

I'm just sick of this site and I hate that I wasted money on this premium membership.

I'm about five seconds away from deleting this account.

If you want my Anipan, it's Paavliok.

This journal is staying up for three days, then I'm deleting my account and I am not even kidding.

I'm done with DeviantART and it's crap community and crap administrators.

Actually. This journal is staying up for the rest of the day, then my account is getting deleted

Maybe now my money will stay in my pocket instead of feeding this ridiculous site.

If you want my tumblr to stay more in contact with me, note me.

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So I don't know how many of you have noticed... but blue is my favorite color. It seems all of my newer drawings have taken an alarming trend of being completely MONOTONE in that they only use blue in the color scheme, with only the occasional splash of other colors. So, to remedy this, in 2013 -- this wonderful year -- I am going to limit myself with blues -- and also greens, as I have a lot of greens -- and open up my color schemes. With the following challenges. (:

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Purple, orange, yellow and ONE element of blue.
Orange, red, and TWO elements of green.
Brown, purple, and ONE element of blue.

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If you use too many warm colors, feel free to switch the schemes up. Like, say, the first could turn into blue, green, and purple with one element of red.

I think it's important to not make yourself stick to one "color temperature" or one color in a scheme because too easily it forces you into a monotone. If you're color challenged like I am, still use your favorite color! Its good to use it, but like with anything, moderation is key. c;

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Also, if you're TONE challenged -- as I also am haha -- as in you use too many vivid colors and not enough dull colors or vice versa, switch things up. Its good to work outside your comfort zone!

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EDIT;; So I decided my old ones sucked and a lot more could be elaborated on. So I will.

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1.) Do the whole "Insanity" workout and gain strength and endurance.
So far I've only managed to do a week and a half of Insanity. When I got pneumonia last year, almost all of my strength and endurance deteriorated. I want it back and I want it better than it was before!

2.) Buy a green broke horse and train it completely.
I've always wanted to train a greenie myself. November of 2012 I finally got my own greenie and I began training her in December. I want her to be a completely sound ride by April 25th!

3.) Forget about the people who make my life worse than it has to be.
I have a bad habit of making friends with people who ruin my days -- it's hard to let them go because I get so strongly attached and form a feeling of loyalty, but eventually I have to be higher on my priority list. For my friends who make me feel better after a crap day -- you know who you are and I love you!

4.) Finish writing a book and have it published
I keep starting books but I never have managed to finish one, and I certainly haven't gotten one published! 2013 is the year for that, I think. (:

5.) Improve my artwork drastically this year!
I've been stuck on a plateau of art for too long. I want to be better! //haha, then again, who doesn't?

6.) Learn krav maga.
I've wanted to learn this magical defense/offense training for a long time, but needless to say I haven't done it. Hopefully I will this year!

7.) Open commissions and actually have people buy them!
To those who have commissioned me already, you're magical unicorns and you made my year by commissioning me. Thank you all so much! Hopefully this year will mean more commissions. (:

8.) Enjoy my days and don't lose track of time -- in other words, don't let 2013 fly by like 2012 did!
I have a tendency to allow the "I'm getting older so the time flies by faster" excuse get in my way -- so this year I want it to go slow, as if I were five again.

9.) Have fun with my family more.
Working around the house usually gets between my family and I having fun together. Hopefully this year is the year that changes!

10.) Don't let myself get hurt as easily.
I've become an emotional tampon, and I hate that. I want my emotional strength back, please. c;

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Lol my resolutions suck and I have other ones, too, but those I prefer to be kept ~*secret*~. Nah, just kidding. Mostly they're just really stupid and I don't want you guys to know how bad I suck at life. c:

Have a great 2013!

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The people play it.
How everything becomes so intense for it.
Everyone plays, willingly or not.

Game. Such a troll-worthy game.
And everyone rages at it.
Maybe one day you'll break your record.
Every time you look back at the first letters of this post, however...
...
You'll know what it means...
Or maybe you won't.
Understand though.

Losing isn't always bad.
Or maybe it is.
So next time you see these words,
Tomorrow, maybe,

I want you to know...
Though you may be upset...

Losing means nothing.
Oh, I know you might think it does, but...
Losing the GAME. It's not all bad.

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